I was rummaging through some old stuff yesterday and came upon this essay that I had written in 1985 on God … its fascinating to meet your 16 year old self at 48. I seem to have very clear ideas on what God is and is not. Interestingly this was written when I had not read a single book of Osho’s nor heard any of his discourses. At 16, I also seemed to have figured out that not all your prayers are fulfilled and that God is quite unaffected by what you are going through. I like myself at 16 and I also realise that I have been a chronicler for a long time … I started writing poetry when I was 8 and I find a lot of essays in between the poems. No wonder I took to blogging like a fish to water.
Do read my views on God as a 16 year old 🙂
“God is a catalyst, Thoughts are reactants and Actions are the products” … I seem to be saying that our thoughts result in actions and sometimes we act better than our thoughts and this is due to God, the catalyst. Hmmm interesting. I love what I wrote as the last line “the idea of God is relative but God itself is absolute”… this is Einstein’s theory of relativity coursing through my veins and manifesting itself as this thought. I loved and continue to love Physics and it shows :):)
My views on God today ? Well, God is a crutch that we lean on when we refuse to take responsibility for our own life and actions. Guess am exactly sitting on the line that demarcates the Atheists and Theists.